Myriam Tuttle on February 1, 2018 at 1:11 pm WOW I am the 1 that leaving 99 aside the Lord through you chased after today and I cannot believe such great love towards a hurt rebel like me. Somewhere around 2011 I prayed Glorify yourself my Lord and in 2013 my husband physically assaulted me, I failed to put him in jail right away. He took advantage deceived the church and use it to abandon and divorce without legal or biblical grounds for it leaving our 2 daughters then ages 8 and 5 without their mother and primary caretaker. My eldest daughter was diagnosed with PTSD a whole year after that. June/2017, one month after I had been named employee of the month at a job I have hold now for almost 3 years, he wrote again telling me he had both girls misdiagnosed and medicated. His way of saying: “even if i could not make you crazy, I will drug them into insanity and name that a hereditary syndrome, that way you still end up being who I always said you were” And then just Dec/17 my eldest daughter was found at risk of self harm. I had zero contact with her since Aug/17. Five, five years surviving the unthinkable, definitely the proof that there is a God and He can do all things. STILL at the end of my rope, worn out by a fight for justice that caused him nothing but to be more abusive with the girls just to hurt me, I did not want to pray anymore. I got run over at the family court again, nobody cares to listen is not -never was- about me but the undeniable path of destruction his passive aggressive abuse has produced over the girls hearts and minds… worse, their spirits as he still takes them to church without feelings nor remorse for anything he has done to us. The ocassions when he has most violently reacted is when that self made image in “his” family or church was threatened. A mother’s heart does not cease to sing to her kids “I am not giving you up, nothing will harm you” but truth is you are not God and even though He is truly almighty and loving, the torture continues under His sovereign sight…. and I do not, cannot not want to understand. “May I pray for you?” Yes, you may…. and against all me, I thank you in advance for your intercession and Our Heavenly Father for the result.